it just COMES OUT

nice to see you.
In a weird mood today. So many good things going on and so many weird things too.
I slept like CRAP last night and Lyla slept all.night.long. soundly. ugh.. I think I am just used to waking up 14 times a night to go get her back to sleep! oh well. <3 her.
It's Thursday. I am getting a marg tonight and no one will stop me. And I'm in a mood.. there's not much I'm holdin back. haha.
The bank just called and said I overdrew. Uuugggghhhhh.
I am done Christmas shopping and wait.for.it.... done wrapping too!
I've been trying to get myself off of this medicine my crazy doctor put me on and I think I am almost done weening.. (I don't know how to spell..) But honestly, I  have never felt better!!! why the hell she put me on this crap I have no idea... just a little more dizziness and I think I will be done with it! yessss. that makes me happy.
Only a few days left til my brother comes to town. I think I get way more excited now when he comes home because I can't wait to show him Lyla and all the new stuff she is doing and how big she is. (and she does SO BIG if you were wonderin)
But enough about that. I've been thinking about something lately. I am a stay at home mom as you know.. and I only talk to myself and a 9 month old most days. I do talk to other people but mostly just texting because I live in the Evansville dead zone of America. So I thought I would share with you some of the conversations I have daily. And, just words I catch myself saying every.single.day. here goes.
(you can decide who you think I am talking to.. myself or my kid.. and sometimes Brandon.)


Hey chunkamonka.
Did you poop?
Dadadadadadada.
What do you want to watch?
Get out of the bathroom.
You can't eat that.
Stop being a baby.
you hungy?
Did you poop?
You have to wait til Christmas!
Lyla.
come on!
hey silly.
How big are you?
Get in the shower.
Did you poop?
Want to go to Grandma's?
please stop crying.
Get off my leg.
Oh really?!
I love you.
Who told you that?!
Did you poop?
If you take a nappy we can play all.day.long.
Gop.
Mama??
not tonight.
Please let Mom eat.
Did you poop?
Lylalylabobylabananafanamomyla.
What did you do with baby jesus?
let's change your diapie.
Love you. Sleep good.
why are you awake?

So there you go. My conversations I have with my household every day. I hope you enjoyed yourself!

Fess UP it's Friday!

yooohoo it's Friday. Idk why I am saying it like that.. all of my days are the same. lol. But maybe because other people are around on Saturday and Sunday? Not my boyfriend of course but that's not why we are here.

I confess I got Lyla her first flu shot today :( I personally have NEVER had a flu shot. When I told the lady that she FREAKED out. What?? Not that big of a deal lady. But it was so sad. Then they had to prick her finger for some other tests and that's where the real tears started flowing. UGH. I guess the lady didn't prick it good enough cause she just kept squeezing and squeezing and it wasn't doing the trick. She just kept apologizing. It sucked. And we have to do it all again in a month. uck.

I confess we have lights on our house! I think just because Brandon wanted me to leave him alone this weekend :( And he tried them all before he hung them and they worked. Of course one strand wouldn't light after he hung them (haha) .. so I bought a new strand. AND OMG I bought frosted bulbs. You would think the Wilgraf's world was coming to an end. Folks, it was a HUGE deal. So if you drive by and notice, pretend you don't.

I confess this cracks me up:

yes. that is brandon, wearing tanning goggles. lol.

I confess I am at my mom's house right now and Lyla is just chasing Darcy around the house. And it's cracking me up. And telling a story while doing it.. Guess the shot wasn't that bad.

I confess I have been eating HORRIBLE this week. I even bought nutter butters. ugh. I feel so much better when I eat healthy and I don't know why I am doing this to myself.. BUT I have went to spinning 2 times! And I wish I could go today but I have to go to the docor..

I confess I don't know what to get Lyla for Christmas. I mean, I know she won't really remember and all that but I still think it will be fun to have her open a couple things and get pictures and start our own traditions. But I don't know what to get. I know what things we NEED.. but what will be FUN??

I confess Brandon is going to be hunting all weekend again. Didn't we just do this?? I want to have a weekend that I have no responsibilities. Is that possible? no. it's not. Especially not every other weekend. ugh... SO anyway if anyone is doing anything this weekend let me know. I could use a drink. Or just out of the house for that matter. I don't think he did this the last two years.. I swear he came home after he hunted and in between during the day.. this year, notta. whatev.

Ok, that's all. I know I am boring today. have a good weekend and fess up if you wanna! peace out.